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packing

Thu Dec 4, 2008, 6:26 PM
getting the new house in 3 days
i CANT wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



















i used to believe.........
he made me happy for a while
now i miss it

  • Mood: Psychotic
  • Listening to: Eurythmics - Sweet Dreams

lol

Mon Oct 13, 2008, 1:35 PM
duy!
[link]






---
ilovehim! :)

  • Mood: Psychotic
  • Drinking: water

first journal after losing liberty

Tue Aug 12, 2008, 9:43 AM
i dont have time for anthing
it's a loooot of hmwk... always! i need to sleep! pomrhntjm6r4kjlhlhk

i shoud start now... but huhh there're lots of things in my head... i can't concentrate!

  • Mood: Alarmed
  • Listening to: China White
  • Drinking: water

uhohohu!

Thu Jul 10, 2008, 2:27 PM
So yesterday was a weird day!
haha
My brother, sister and I met this guy from the states
It was so kewlll! i felt like i knew him from before.. well yeah pics and msn help... duhh!
anyways.. i think he was a bit like woah wtf!
but still... he had some fun!
i hope haha
some beers and tacooooossss
and horchataaaa!
and stufffff
weirddd haha
:D





--inotherthings--
i found out that he's still doing it :&ItHurts:
(idontreallythinkhewillstop)
so we had a fight.
i felt it was over... and i was afraid :O
after that, everything was a mess
i was mad at everything and everyone
then, today, i got some "olm" and everything's okay again
i still don't get what is it that makes me
need this so much :GottaSayItIsAnnoying:
but after meeting G i really believe in this
and now i kinda hate myself cuz of that





living is easy with eyes closed, but you should stop lying to yourself and everyone else around you

that goes for me... for him... for everyone


12/o7/o8
meh.
its not the same anymore :[

13/o7/o8
not quite close :[

19/o7/o8
aww noo!
now i feel bad!
cuz we were supposed to meet again today.. but we didnt go
ah well... hes not my friend anywayssss... but still feels bad
:S

about my boy.. well i love him
and today was a tough day
i cried.. cuz.. wecantbetogether
and i realized i hate seeing couples... so when i see em i just look somewhere else.. cant take it

& well
this made my day!

RUINI THE KID dice:
en tu puerta me cague creyendo q me querias ahora q ya no me quieres dame la mierda q es mia

  • Mood: Dumbfounded
  • Listening to: Self Against City - Always
  • Drinking: water

june journal thingy

Sun Jun 1, 2008, 7:41 PM
adsfgh!!!!!!!!!
This year is going by so fast! can't take it anymore!! June already! woah!

I got my phone back... the thing is that i fucked it up some months ago and no one was able to repair it till my dad bought an used one and someone replaced the fucked up parts
Well I gotta say I don't like it anymore but
I can do nothing about it!
Ahhh! I want a new one now :[
Sony Ericsson w580!--> you fucking suck! fucking piece of shyt!

lolz

Ok so there are a lot of things bothering me right now.

I'm not really sure if Industrial Design is what i wanna study... I was more into animation... ha, but from what I know! here in my country would be pointless/stupid
uhmm I really don't know
anyways I'm not telling you where I live or anything lol but the point is I start on august
I hope to love Uni though.

Other thing is that I just figured out that most of the people I know suck...
yeah
But you know what? i don't care...
I simply have nothing to say to that anymore.

I don't think this is a rant...
okaaayy kinda?


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> > out what is so unusual about it. It looks so plain you would think
< < nothing was wrong with it. In fact, nothing is wrong with it! It is
> > unusual though. Study it, and think about it, but you still may not find
< < anything odd. But if you work at it a bit, you might find out.
> >
------------------------------------ANSWER----------------------------------------
< <
> > The letter 'e', which is one of the most common letters in the English
< < language, does not appear once in the long paragraph
> >
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right now im happy... but that wont last long haha




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o5/o6/o8

ilovehimmorethanwhatiwasexpecting!
imsuchamess-ireallywannagivehimeverythingihave
maybeitsjustafuckingobsession
iwillneverknowforsure
weshouldbetogetherforever
orjustforoneday/night!
mythoughtsrightnow:weareperfectforeachother

TOMORROW
idontknow

--

o8/o6/o8

so "Tomorrow" is Today, and
i knew it... feeling happy, for me... is just so impossible nowadays...
everything was so perfect till this other guy messed up my life cuz
......it happened again! for the 4th time... im so tired of it...
No, i don't regret it.. not like i enjoy thinking about it either but i do feel like weird
cuz i think i fucked it all up --OneMoreTime--
Then im so confused about these other feelings... and i know i shouldnt
feel what i think im feeling... and now this gets so annoying
and confusing
i feel like giving up
...
on everything



--->it's not like dreams come true anyway!<---

**
enjoy™ everything is gonna end soon
**

Listening to: Something Corporate - Broken Heart
^
relates with how i'm feeling right now, but was not intentional... so it makes me smile

--

14/o6/o8

I knew it... everything's so different now,
just 9 days have passed, thats when I realize that everything can change in seconds...
{what would change if we were together?} MostStupidQuestionEver
I thought we both wanted it
now what?
i don't know
again... I feel like I'm here all alone...
with these fucking stupid hopes, dreams and shyt
... haha but,
I know that some day I'll look back at this and will laugh so damn hard, cuz yeah I already know this is OhSoStupid!

now.. I guess, we will keep on pretending.
I'll be like I don't care
maybe I shouldn't,
ah well, let's see what happens next

</3

--

15/o6/o8

[it's-not-like-you-want-to-anyways-so-who-cares]
{IDo}
[that's-not-what-you-said-the-other-day]
{YeahBut}
[don't-try-to-fix-it-i-get-it]
{[...]}
{LivingByMyselfIRealizedSoMuch}
[what?]
{HowMuchYouMeanToMeAndShit}

ok so,
i don't know if i should believe it
but i want to,
so i guess...
i'll believe

that will break me down...
sometime...
soooon???
hope not

--

23/o6/o8

i was downloading some music and i found
"All Or Nothing" from Hit The Lights
i like the lyrics... (but the song is meh, so i deleted it)
so here they are, for me to rememberrrrr and for you to read:

i'm sorry for every apology
but you'll never know how much you mean to me
until you put me in the ground
until my body is found
until the day i'm buried

you'll find me at the end of my rope
hanging on your every word
i'm finally getting the hang
of getting hung up on girls like you

don't let me let you go
don't leave me here all alone
because every night i spend without you
is like a knife held to my throat

your eyes are the only stars i want to see
your lips is the only air i want to breath
so please tell me that i'm asking for too much
because there's so much of myself that i've given up

i knew your smile would mean the death of me

but i couldn't care less, no i couldn't care less
so sweet heart kills me constantly
she takes my last breath, you took my last breath
and i'll choke on my last words

:]


::NoteOfTheDay::
|just|when|you|thought|you|had|it|all|
|that|you|could|not|ask|for|more|
|something|happens|
.and.fucks.it.all.up.

yesterday, i dunno.. it was a nice day and all, maybe most of last week was almost perfect :]
but today i realized that
when someone's next to him everything is so different... the things he says are not the same
maybe some people have an influence on him
i dont really know, FeelsLikeHeCouldn'tCareLess,
obviously i hate that
but what ever

.Lets.Keep.On.Pretending.

--

28/o6/o8

like.. what a weeeekend..! woah so weird/awesome/random :] and it's not over yet!
just got back from N's, kinda have a headache and stufffff...
Y ACABO DE COMER CHICHARRON EN SALSA VERDE! EWWW... PERO YA QUE ha!

So yesterday i found out that he's into something that i can't stand {SorryButHadToSpyOnYouJustCuzIHadNothingBetterToDoAnd
GottaSayThat:IHadSoMuchFun:YetItWasDisappointing}
so lowwww! aagh! and what a bad taste! haha OMG! now... ewww noo! don't even wanna imagine anythinggg
MECAGOENLAVERGA!
i would love to say:
getafuckinglife!youdisgustmesodamnmuch
i guess that this time i'll just do my best to forget about this shyt AND END IT ALL FOR ONCE!, yeaahh! it was all so stupid, so like why not!?
and
WA TE FO!
guess it's time to let go0O!

Ok so it kinda happened again... for the 5th time! :o
hahaa well it was different this time, wasn't like before.. i don't know why cuz i just can't explain
-ikindalikethefeeling- hahaaa
i totally don't get a shyt
so let's just move on
or try to?!

**
pretend™ that's what you do best
**
IT'S ALL ABOUT PRETENDINNNNGGGG :]
**

Listening to: Styles Of Beyond Feat. Mike Shinoda - Second To None

--

29/o6/o8

I couldn't! damn! but I tried!
I just couldn't
.nowikindawonderwhy.

  • Mood: Dumbfounded
  • Listening to: Jimmy Eat World - Just Tonight
  • Eating: sandwich
  • Drinking: water

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